Have yourself a merry little Christmas...

crappy love songs?!

I may sound mushy and corny but I just adore Elvis Presley's Love Me Tender and Can't Help Falling In Love. These songs are really great classics- the rhythm and the melodies are absolutely delightful. Makes you wanna close your eyes and just feel the music flow gradually through your spirits. I've tried 'em on our old guitar(but as what I've been saying, I'm quite bad at it). *sings*

"Wise men say, only fools rush in, but I can't help falling in love with you."

"Love me tender, love me sweet. Never let me go. You have made my life complete, and I love you so."

Splendid, isn't it? Add the lyrics' simplicity and you've got two masterpieces.

Jeez! I'm not in love with anyone and I've been smitten by these songs long long ago.

(Oh, I wasn't born yet when Elvis died.)

6th sense?

I was leafing through the pages of my old journal when suddenly I was left in awe upon glancing at my May 9, 2005 entry. (I actually found myself biting my nails.). Here goes..."I woke up early at 5 in the morning to the sound of the churchbells ringing and a horrible dream.. A helluva huge shark was slaughtered and when I looked on the insides, Rina* was there! I was very much scared.

"A Jonah phenomenon? Somewhat... But no,. Not really. The girl inside was dead. Yeah, it was a dead body that I saw, thus I was very much frightened. And puzzled. Rina was one of my batchmates during high school. We were both trainees in the Citizen Army Training and eventually became officers after a year. But- we were not that close. Just casual smiles whenever we see each other at the corridor or during drills and trainings.. Thus, the confusion on me (plus the horror) when I saw her on my dream. I couldn't remember relating the story of my dream to any of my friends.

That dream was already 8 months ago. Exactly 8 months up to tomorrow. (Jeez, I have realized that just this very second!). Well... I should have just left this matter except that last December 17, Saturday, at about 1 in the morning, Rina died in a very dreadful vehicular accident. God, am I seeing things? What do you call this? Clairvoyance? Or what? Is this just normal?. I am really terrified and puzzled. I had dreamed of many other horrifying things but thankfully, I had never seen any of them come to reality. There had been others, but were too minimal to be noticed or remembered. One, though, was very much unforgettable since what I saw in my dream actually happened the following day.. The details were not really very much alike but when I look back at it all they appear to be somehow similar....

Jeez, I'm having goosebumps...

Let's utter a silent prayer for Rina's eternal repose.

**repost from January 9, 2006 from my xanga site

*name has been changed

MOODS OF A WOMAN:
an angel of truth and a dream of fiction, she's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse; but will tackle a stranger alone in the house. sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose; she'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose. she'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk; she'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk. at times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad; she'll hate you like poison and love you like mad.

MOODS OF A MAN:
hungry, horny, sleepy.

hiatus

been a while... oh, i need reprieve

???

just one of those few silly short poems? i wrote in high school....

the world is so crazy
the world is in vain
why didn't it weep
when i was in pain?
why it just cried
when i had survived?
give me the reasons
my mind is so tired.

D*mn! I'm not used to swearing but I just can't help it at this moment. I have cough and colds and they suck me like hell! Yeah, I think I need rest, so better hit the bed now.
Sweet dreams to myself.. Hahaha!

Hmm, long time no update... The weather is rather chilly now. It had been raining the whole day again, although at some moments during the day the sun did shine for a while.
Last night I signed up for another blog in LiveJournal. Whooahh! That would be three blogs in all- Blogspot, LiveJournal, and Xanga. But Xanga, I have to say, is my official blog. I update it much often, and I find it easier to use compared to Blogspot and LiveJournal. LOL! I'm ranting all these things here in Blogspot. If Blogspot could only speak, he'd say "hey?!" then raise his eyebrows. Hahaha!

Oh my, been raining cats and dogs. It hasn't stopped yet for 5 straight days. And it's really chilly here now. My feet are kinda freezing....

been raining heavily for 3 or 4 straight days. My feet are actually freezing now.

What I like here better than xanga is that there are no banner ads..I hate seeing those big banner ads at the top of my site.

Welcome!

so yeah, and this is my first post. Actually I have another blog in Xanga but I was just too curious what it's really like here to be in blogspot, so i decided signing up. I still don't know the ways here, anyway I'm a newbie so it's understandable..............Okay, I am welcoming my self to blogspot. LOL!